As I gaze in the mirror I wish only to flee
from the somber melancholy that swells about me.
Dark, each thought that surrounds
of lost potential, lost hopes and dreams that now confound.
On each awakening , I want to scream
and conceal my heart in indolent Morpheus’s nocturnal streams.
I try my best to mend that tattered seam.
I hold tight the golden ticket I wish to redeem.
I reach out from the haze hoping for that elusive guarantee.
To have finally found that long forgotten refugee.
To finally cast off the shackles of the ground,
Spreading wings becoming unbound.
All this will finally be when I can answer,
“Are You Happy?”
About the author, Trenton Ladler
Trenton Lamar Ladler is a 29 year old Navy veteran. Currently he is attending school to get his Bachelor’s in Education with a minor in Sociology/Psychology. He is an avid gamer and dreams of one day getting his poems and roleplaying adventures published to share them with the world. Follow Trenton on Twitter.